Iʻm in a funk, I mean…Iʻve been in a funk and I want out. I tried forcing myself to do things because thatʻs what youʻre told youʻre supposed to do, but it just made me miserable and more funky. Then I told myself to rest, but now I feel like Iʻm being lazy. So I decided to start a little challenge with myself. A short one. Itʻs only 33 days long and I chose 33 because the message behind the meaning of the number speaks of growth and healing—to name a few. When I see the number 3, 33, or 333, it means my kūpuna (ancestors), ʻaumākua (family animal guides), and ke Akua (Source) are right there supporting me. It tells me that whatever hardships Iʻm facing at that moment will be over soon because a new start is coming.
Hereʻs a little image you can use if you want to do this too. Itʻs specific to me as a female entrepreneur, so if that resonates, feel free to download this and use it. Tag me in your stories and posts so I can be your cheerleader. My IG: @kehau if youʻre on TikTok Iʻm @solcialite (for now).
Iʻm not exactly sure how Iʻm going to use this on my stories or Reels/TikToks but I have a list and thatʻs what matters. This time Iʻm only doing what feels good. So instead of weigh training, Iʻm going to start out with Mobility and Stretching, then maybe go into some Yoga and Pilates. If I feel like walking then Iʻm walking that day. Iʻm also including Active Recovery Days which will be twice a week, for now, Iʻm saying Wednesday and Sunday but if I feel like changing it, then I am. I know this might seem lenient but itʻs better than what Iʻve been doing…NOTHING.
Today is a holiday that Iʻm not celebrating, but Iʻm starting tomorrow. Itʻs not an excuse, Iʻm doing something I havenʻt done before and thatʻs doing what I feel like doing. As a Cancer Rising, I should be listening to my naʻau more and honoring my feelings, itʻs been a struggle because with my Aries Sun and Capricorn Moon, I shut those feelings off and just GO and I never stop till I reach my goal or what I envision success to be for me. This time, weʻre doing shit different to get different results.